daijoubu, daijoubu.
August 19, 2006 | 10:42 PM
曲：That's My Goal - Shayne Ward
i was really touched by this song - the lyrics, the voice and everything. i know, it's just another mass market tune, but somehow it is good. just missed my csi because i just woke up ^^". be sure ill be in front of the tv at nine pm later.
he appears in my mind first thing every morning - even now. siyu, darryn, everyone will probably shake their head in surprise, but really, dont worry, ill be fine. yet - he's there. in my mind. sometimes when someone becomes so important to you, you cnt just take the person out of your mind. i guess i have accepted the fact that everywhere i turn, memories just come rushing to me. im learning to cope with it, and i dun think im in any state right now to accept anyone else. i accepted him because he took kent out of my mind. dont think anyone else can do the same thing now bah. but like i said, i dont know. i wont close myself up, because this is exactly what's helping me heal.
でも、大丈夫。two months of holidays is a great great thing. i used to be afraid of them, because i was afraid i wont be able to control my emotions. but well. somehow it's a blessing in disguise - these two months. this blog will follow me through this period, and i guess i will see myself change. =)
respecting myself. something i bring with me, to my friends; something i believe in. telling yourself you deserve better, because you really do. and i believe that for each and every one of my friends. yum cha sessions on my schedule. i need to laugh till tears come into my eyes.
velda.
